I can't run a business because subtraction gives me hives.

Last Sunday I finally managed to drag myself out of bed and scrounge the area garage sales for books. I figured while I was looking for a job I might as well occupy myself by seeing if reselling for fun and profit is a possibility. So far it's been fun (found a number of fantasy titles, including some obscure Tolkien paperbacks) but there's no telling whether or not it will be profitable. Thanks to the internet I have a better chance of selling, but no thanks to the internet everything is cheaper now that it is all more available.

None the less I received my first order via Amazon for a near new copy of Green Eggs and Ham, have packed it up, and am all set to ship it tomorrow. I bought the book for 75c, charged one dollar (There were 50 some listings for the same book, the uncontested mean of which was 1 buck) and am hoping that Amazon's packing credit will help me break even. In other words I don't think I'm making any money out of this book at all. But I'm not surprised. I figure I'll test the waters, get a feel for what moves and what doesn't, and if I think I can make a profit of any sort out of it I'll keep going. The used book business is a business of high volume and spotty return if my research is correct, so having only 5 or 6 titles available means that the likeliness of my seeing any real activity is very low indeed. I could buy up the tons of romance crap that seems to litter flea markets, but I don't know the market, don't care to, and have a feeling that most of those books are worthless simply due to the fact that they have over saturated the market.

Ideally I'd like to work at (or own!) a store something like Between Books in Delaware, where there is a focus on Fantasy and Sci-Fi titles. That is, if I end up in the bulk used book business and not in antiquarian books or archival etc...

And while all this is going on I'm still waiting to hear back from the office job, and still hemming and hawing about whether or not I want to forgo a very good salary and a decent position to pursue a much less lucrative but much more fun profession... or just go to graduate school.

Decisions decisions.

@#%@$!@$

Turns out the graduate open house I had signed up for was yesterday and not tomorrow as I had thought.

Fuck.

Whatever. I think I am going to just go for the graduate degree. I had an interview for one job that paid a decent salary but it's office work turning over applications for ESL students and I'd be a dick if I took a job that required training and left six months later to go to school.

So I guess it's time to take the GRE and send in some applications.

Of course I don't know if I'd get in to the schools I'd apply to either so this may just be a huge effort for no return.

Basically what I'm saying is that I'm ROYALLY PISSED at missing that open house, particularly since I've been thinking about it since the month started, and I am currently in 'oh god I'm so worthless I have no redeeming qualities and will live the rest of my life on minimum wage and in complete defeat' mode.

I'm also doing horribly at NaNo.

I need a tub of ice cream.

Moving

Today so far has been a productive day. I woke up around 8, had my clothes hemmed for the big interview tomorrow, tore up a ton of paper that's been piling up for months, and now am going to make yet another attempt at cleaning my room. For motivation I'm taking a picture of it every half hour to see if there are any changes.

I think the only reason I'm being productive is because I'm avoiding my Nano, but I figure I'll run with it.

Here's a before picture, let's see if there's any difference in a few hours.

Movement

Things are looking up for me, maybe.

I was offered a job in Arkansas, but because it was minimum wage and in Arkansas I decided to decline. I'm in the process of being screened for the exact same job an hours drive away but don't know if I'm going to accept that one either. Location is pretty big for me.

I have an interview with another company, one that might pay me like I have a BA, this Monday. The only problem with that one is that they want a fluent Japanese speaker and I have not been a fluent Japanese speaker for almost three years now. I've been hitting the books to keep from making a total fool of myself.

This morning I finally got off my ass and trolled around the various garage sales in the area looking for resellable books. The idea is that I might be able to make a small bit of income from dealing in used book of a focused genre, most probably fantasy/sci-fi and travel/language books. I spent the better half of today figuring out Amazon and eBay, and if this first haul turns a profit, I may serious consider devoting my time to acquiring stock and setting up an online store.

My Nano is lagging, but it has started, and I plan on finishing.

Since coming back from Florida I has spent a minimum of time on WoW, and am hoping for that trend to continue. I think I'm comfortably at a point now where I can do a few dailies, raid, vend, and log out without hours and hours of badge farming or whatever. That means more time to reaquaint myself with coding, writing, etc. Good deal.

I am struggling through Frank Norris' The Octopus. Damn thing is so wordy. And I have 3 or 4 books that I still need to review and note as finished. 52 books this year is probably impossible now. I'm at something like 20.